secks. realli?

So yea. today yesterday and the day before was one of the boringest weekend ever. It rained the whole time, ruining my plans, like i even had plans. And this week contained plenty of disappointments. I've been bitchin' out lately. ugh i believe it's the birthcontrol thats affecting it, ugh. anyways im not looking forward to school tommorow, i heard its going to rain and besides that, i wont be able to hang out with babe. *sighhh* i feel like crying right now, its a bit too emotional for me how im lisening to songs that's bringing me back to time. i HONESTLY miss the old days =( the happiness that i dealt with. like now that i have a certain happiness, i loose another one. LIFE is so UNFAIR, i wish it could cut me some slack a bit and make at least one thing fair.