I can't stress this topic enough. I'd consider you lucky if you can perceive both and have it all. Not everyone can have that. As people say, love comes to you after success or vice versa, but to me its either one or the other. I know i'm young and everything but im ambitious as well, and that trait gets me deciding whether love overpowers success. If i have one, ill be synthesizing the other. Confusement is where im at. if i make the wrong decision, i cant just regret it.
Being with my other side of the family made me realize something again. My lifestyle leans towards them, the success they have and the materialistic life they live, all cause of success. BUT overall, my life has been nothing but searching for love, and i found it on this side of my comfort zone. And honestly, love isnt making me feel so successful. Im filled with nothing but foolish decisions..and a i know it may seem so unconcerned, but my mind is also filled with nothing but lethologica. I cant just be sitting here forgetting everything i say. This upsets me. It makes me feel like im heading no where good towards life. And honestly, i blame my environment and vibes from "these" people. People should understand that success comes from a family who gives off the proper love, not the crazy love. the love that proves you need mental help. and so far, i haven't received the proper love to motivate me to success.
I know may sound a little dull but its seriously affecting me. I need HELP. No, not thaat kind of help. but more like motivation. I want to be around positive people right now. i really dont care what's fun anymore, cause fun has lead me to hell. Im not going to live my life in hell all cause of fun. I want to get my priorities straight, and if you want to help me, my doors are always open, know that you will receive the same back from me.
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