Thursday, February 26, 2009

Over Caffeinated

For today, all I could say is WOW, I didn't expect it to be such a roller coaster ride. It included random emotions coming at me all at once...
So like at fist I started off to be really BITCHY. My so called excuse was because i was sick, HONESTLY i was sick but not to a point where it influenced my mood, i just didn't want to go to 2nd period, but babe made me. It's okay, that was just a minor irritation. &then the rest of the day was pretty decent, nothing over exciting happening, till lunch..i felt like i wanted to spice up the day, so i decided to "caffeinate" myself. Now, that was the start of my roller coaster ride, at first i was really hyper and jumpy, then came along the anxious emotion that trigger a little too much inside me. It felt as if time was running sloowweerrr than ever..i swear, as impatient as i was, i was getting really upset than usual about time running slow on me. Then all of a sudden, school ended and like usual, i went to go eat at FIL-AM with babe and then to his friend's house, and i didn't want to stay there so i left him there and i went off to War Memorials and met up with Irish and sharilyn.
I have to admit it was nice being there and having a good ass long conversation with her, she's one of the best person i can conversate with and deliberating my thoughts to her made me realize alot of things, like how i want to renew my friend ship with alot of people.. i dont want to name who. but i do miss having him as a friend. anyways besides wanting to renew a friendship, i also realized that one of the friendship im in, is a fatass counterfeit. OH well, thats something i dont want to waste my precious time on.
Then after all the relieving conversation, i went to babe's house and had the daily time of my life there, if you know what i mean ;D if you dont, then you should..cause trust me its the best.
Then after that i went to go eat AGAIIIN with babe, i have to admit, our second round of eating was better, because there was better food, i was feeling better, and me and babe had a better conversation that really got deep. I enjoy deep conversations, it gets me to a place in my imagination, and makes me think, for those of you who wonder, I DO THINK..once in a while.
ANYWAYS, today made me realize the most important things, like choices i dont need to make and mistakes i dont want to encounter again..and on the bright side, i have something to look forward to, something that won't let me down.

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