Over Caffeinated

For today, all I could say is WOW, I didn't expect it to be such a roller coaster ride. It included random emotions coming at me all at once...
So like at fist I started off to be really BITCHY. My so called excuse was because i was sick, HONESTLY i was sick but not to a point where it influenced my mood, i just didn't want to go to 2nd period, but babe made me. It's okay, that was just a minor irritation. &then the rest of the day was pretty decent, nothing over exciting happening, till lunch..i felt like i wanted to spice up the day, so i decided to "caffeinate" myself. Now, that was the start of my roller coaster ride, at first i was really hyper and jumpy, then came along the anxious emotion that trigger a little too much inside me. It felt as if time was running sloowweerrr than ever..i swear, as impatient as i was, i was getting really upset than usual about time running slow on me. Then all of a sudden, school ended and like usual, i went to go eat at FIL-AM with babe and then to his friend's house, and i didn't want to stay there so i left him there and i went off to War Memorials and met up with Irish and sharilyn.
I have to admit it was nice being there and having a good ass long conversation with her, she's one of the best person i can conversate with and deliberating my thoughts to her made me realize alot of things, like how i want to renew my friend ship with alot of people.. i dont want to name who. but i do miss having him as a friend. anyways besides wanting to renew a friendship, i also realized that one of the friendship im in, is a fatass counterfeit. OH well, thats something i dont want to waste my precious time on.
Then after all the relieving conversation, i went to babe's house and had the daily time of my life there, if you know what i mean ;D if you dont, then you should..cause trust me its the best.
Then after that i went to go eat AGAIIIN with babe, i have to admit, our second round of eating was better, because there was better food, i was feeling better, and me and babe had a better conversation that really got deep. I enjoy deep conversations, it gets me to a place in my imagination, and makes me think, for those of you who wonder, I DO THINK..once in a while.
ANYWAYS, today made me realize the most important things, like choices i dont need to make and mistakes i dont want to encounter again..and on the bright side, i have something to look forward to, something that won't let me down.

SOUR CREAM >=/

OMG today is going to be added to one of my most hated days on the list. Its ironic cause i expect today today to be hela fun, due to the plans me and babe made. The plan is an epic failure, I'm never going to make plans in my life again...
SO LIKE today started off with some annoying ass rude motherfuckin people getting in the way of me having to pee. What's worse than people stopping you from peeing? Because of that i had to find another working restroom, and it took me like about 30 mins to find one. shiiittt. though, i already knew from the start i wasn't going to be impressed by any of the outcomes. whatever; theres always a tommorow right?
&like I hela procrastinated on my Bio project. I had a whole week to do it but I decided today, and amazingly it turned out pretty neat. That project didn't take much work, just knowledge on the topic. ANYWAYS Im done with everything so i decided to write another post here, im such a noob on this blog thingie, all i know is that i write here for people to see. Besides this, im waiting for my stupid bf to call. that motherfucker doesn't know how to answer his phone. How would that bitch like it if i don't call him. I bet you anything when i talk to him later he's going to come up with the same excuse "oh i was busy with blahblhabla", why else wouldn't he answer right?
UGH I swear I cant get this daily dose of boredness out of my head, this causes me depression for the randomest reasons. I feel as if I need something new in my life..like a JOB! a job to prove my independence from my immaturity, besides that, I feel like things aren't fair in my life, i know that nothing is fair, but damn i make sure other people are feeling okay, why can't that be offered the same way to me?

First day; bloggspotting.

omg yayy im actually not lazy to make this stupid blog thingie majiggie=) but anywho i felt as if i needed a place to deliberate these emotions of mines and i was tired of writing in my diary because i cant broadcast it to the whole world. and some people actually enjoy reading my business=) i will fullfill your enjoyment.

ANYWAYS; like today's the last day of president's week, ehww that means i gota go back to school tommorow. i enjoyed my week, well it was mostly spent with my babe637, like were always together its not even funny, dont you guys ever wonder if we get tired of eachother? HONESTLY yea i do but when i do i start to miss him. call it sprung off that niigger.

The most RaMdOm shit happened this whole week, &&i think that's what made this month the most memorable. from having a neighbors dog excecutively visiting our house killing cats and chasing skunks to having a bday party for 5 different people, getting hela fucked up and having the gayest hangovers. ugh my life is demented dont you agree? oh well, the most successful people is found with a hint of craziness. i shall end this conversation with myself so i can go downstairs and eat this steak that my uncle just made, im fucking starving, after not eating and throwing up cause of this stupid hangonver, a fat juicy steak is really APPEALING =P