Romeo's version of the Love Story<3

THIS MADE ME CRY LOL

We were both young when I first saw you.

I close my eyes and the flashback starts..

.. you're standing there.. on a balcony in summer air.



See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.

Making my way, I'm moving through the crowd to say "ello.."

Little did you know..



.. that I was Romeo, as I was throwing pebbles..

.. heard your father say "Stay away from Juliet!"

Had to leave you crying on the staircase.. begging me "Please don't go!"

So I said..



Julie I'll take you somewhere we can be alone.

Just be patient.. nothing left to do but run.

You'll be the princess, I'll be the prince..

It's a love story baby say "Yes."



So you sneak out to the garden I'm hiding..

.. we keep quiet cause we're dead if they find me.

Close your eyes.

.. escape this town for a little while.



I was Romeo, you were my Juliet.

Even my father said loving you is not worth it.

Had to leave you on crying on the staircase.. begging me "Please don't go!"

So I said..

Chorus

Julie I'll save you, they'll never come between us!
Just hold on and love is gonna free us!

Don't be afraid, oh we'll make it through this!

It's a love story.. baby just say "Yes."



I'm sure she's tired of waiting.

Swear I'm on my way, just had to work some things out!

I hope her faith's not fading..

.. that was when I met her outskirts of town..

.. and I said..



Julie I apologize, didn't mean to scare you.

Need you more than anything.. I refuse to share you.

Saw it in her eyes, she didn't know what to think..

I knelt to the ground and I pulled out a ring..



And said..

"Marry me Juliet.
You'll never have to be alone.

I love you and that's all that I really know!

I talked to our families, pick out a white dress..

.. it's a love story baby just say "Yes."

'

Cause we were both young when I first saw you.

17 forever=]

Happy Birthday to me and happy 11months! yaayyy. So I really underestimated this whole day. It started off really bad with an argument coming from my boyfriend. He let me down on a few things but what matters was that he made it up for the upsets. I was really disappointed about a few things, like how people were acting kind of annoying in the household, like I was PMSing or something. More like AMSing. So we went to the city during the day and he took me out to this restaurant for dinner. The food was helaa good. And he made the moment really cheesy by writing me this song. Sound sweet huh? Well our argument in the morning was worth it.

People Actually Do CHANGE, Well Some =/

I lived my life thinking that people will never change, and It's been proven right to me..til now. The people you focus on the most, and the people you wish to change the most are the ones who won't change. But from my experience, the people that I learned to just leave alone and let them be, are the ones who actually change. I'm shocked. Because never in my life would I have thought THEEY would change. But you know, It also wasn't them that changed themselves a hundred percent. Gotta give me some credit too, because I changed as well, which probably evoked them to change.
And believe it or not, I love them now, I never used to look up to them, I thought of them as the worst people and I blamed them for my depressions but now, I feel safe around them, I feel open around them and they've been a highlight of my days.
So guys, when you loose hope in the ones that you love, word of advice just don't mind the change and focus more on who makes you happy rather then focusing on them changing. People actually do change, maybe just not the way you want them to, this world revolves around compressions and adjustments. People are meant to change but they never promised to change the way you want them too. Enjoy what you've got while it's good and don't mind what depresses you. Enlighten up!

PS. and by the way I forgot to let you guys know, when people do change for the better, I understand that you guys might be flabbergasted but you have to learn to accept the change, and I know that the good adjustment is too good to be true, but guess what? It's all real and don't be afraid to trust them =] If they hurt you again, well then that's when you know the change wasn't a good one.

Blog.

As many of you asked me why I barely have pictures on my blog, It's because for me, this isn't really a blog where pictures are contained. I called it my "public diary" for a reason. My diary consist of mostly words to give out a visual image in your head. So yea. And you wonder why would I have a public diary? Believe it or not but people don't want to admit how nosy they are with other people's lives, so to make it easier for them, i give them something from my life to wonder on. And I'd be surprise if you guys actually read everything I post. Cause I gotta admit, my entries are pretty long.

So I've realized

I haven't been taking pictures in hela long.

Is wrong the new right?? FUCK IT.

It sickens me how people don't understand the goodness in life. I hate what people do just to get by in life. Like USING other people. Seriously though. Be real for once and appreciate what you're using from other people.
I have to admit, I've been a victim of being used and it hurts because it feels as if my qualities were something people could just use and throw away. It's not only happening to me, but EVERYONE is using people nowadays. Wtf, people who do that are useless. AND YOU KNOW WHAT PISSES ME OFF THE MOST??? The fact that when I need someone for help, consolations, or advice, where the fuck is everybody at??
I've lost trust in everyone now. People I thought were my true friends and true family are now nothing me but a piece of shit. And I'm not going to do anything about it, because people like them aren't bright enough to realize what's happening.
I can't believe the shit I did for them, and when I say THEM, I mean family, friends, etc. When people needed my help, it was my pleasure at all means to give out the best advice I could, when people felt down and depressed, I was down there with them bringing them up, AND WTF DO I GET??? A BIG FUCK YOU AND OH I DON'T NEED YOU RIGHT NOW ATTITUDE.
Well fuck that and let karma let you know how I feel. I swear if I was a witch I'd fucking curse their life. BUT I'm kind of a good person, I have a heart and I'm more into HELPING them than HURTING THEM.
People, I'm not writing this out of anger, I'm doing this out of understanding from you. The actions you make, the thoughts that goes through your mind composes who you are and affects the people around you, BECAUSE OF WHO YOU ARE.
I understand this world is fucking demented but I understand there's hope for anything, so please think twice about who your using. AND BE APPRECIATIVE.
Friends arent someone who you can just use when you need and put away when you don't need them. REMEMBER KARMAS GOT YOUR BACK. It may seem like nothing, but the pain you've put me will be double on YOU.

out the closet??

So like for the past few days I've been thinking about this certain feeling I'm having. It's about time that I thought about this. I was telling my boyfriend how much he meant to me, but for some reason i felt like i was incomplete. Like i was looking for a love from that special someone, a special person. I'm currently feeling lonely on that side. I guess a guy can't fully satisfy me. I'll always be looking for that special person till i find them.